There is a moment when you just have to let things go. A moment when you just have to put everything in His trust. Everything happens for a reason. How come things seem so hard in the moment and you look back and you see how stupid your actions were. Instead of humility, you have hate. Instead of patience, you just get pissed off. And at the end of the day, you look back, and you feel ashamed. You feel so low. Defeated. Depressed. Even if they don’t know what you said under your breath, or the things running through your head. you do, He does. Are you proud of the profanity that you spoke?? Are you proud of the holes in the wall?? Or the black marks on the pavement?? Forgive and forget. Make that the motto. Don’t let satan grip your heart next time. Don’t let him control your reaction. Be the bigger person. Trust Christ. Just give it all to him. Pray for peace and patience. Ask forgiveness if your heart starts to turn dark. Don’t fall and if you do, jump back up!! Turn from sin and get back on the straight and narrow!! #ishouldbeapreacher #motivation

welcometomyfuckinglife:

I went to this book store and their books were wrapped up in paper with small descriptions so no one would “judge a book by its cover”

welcometomyfuckinglife:

I went to this book store and their books were wrapped up in paper with small descriptions so no one would “judge a book by its cover”

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I just get so frustrated for trying.. Especially when you won’t try.. I understand you hurt.. Well get over yourself I had to deal with the same damn things.. You say you still have feelings but you don’t even like over half the things I say, do, watch, or listen to.. How is it really possible that you actually care. Please understand that I don’t say things to make you mad, I say the things I say to try and get across the way I feel about them…See unlike others, I say how I feel.. If you can’t take me as I am then that’s your problem.. Don’t get pissed off at me for being honest.. I just want you to.. One, move on and get over me and two, try to keep an open mind when I’m talking to you.. Understand that I’ve move on because you treated me like that’s what you wanted.. So please quit trying to change your mind and mine now that it’s too late. You will always have a special place in my life.. You have helped me through tough times, and I can’t thank you enough.. But please.. Just stop.. Be thankful and take the place I have open for you.

Thanks tumblr for listening..

Out on the boat! #lighthouse #chicago #cosmetology

Out on the boat! #lighthouse #chicago #cosmetology

Truffles for our spring fling @ljic1 Fremont!! #truffles #springfling #funtimes

Truffles for our spring fling @ljic1 Fremont!! #truffles #springfling #funtimes

Living the thug life on Wednesday!! Teaching PeeWee Patch at Church!!  #thuglife #church

Living the thug life on Wednesday!! Teaching PeeWee Patch at Church!! #thuglife #church

#marshallthing. Pretty much!!

#marshallthing. Pretty much!!

My sister suprised me with flowers, a bear and chocolate milk.. #twin #bestsisterever #secretadmirer.  I love you!! Thank you for making my day.. oh and making me cry!!

My sister suprised me with flowers, a bear and chocolate milk.. #twin #bestsisterever #secretadmirer. I love you!! Thank you for making my day.. oh and making me cry!!

Happy Valentines Day!! #valentinesday #single

Happy Valentines Day!! #valentinesday #single

#adoption #symbol

#adoption #symbol